And one day .... seeing all the shit you realise the only thing left to do is ... to smile … written by the romanian writter Adrian Gabriel Dumitru
The meaning of life is most probably to live certain experiences.
To learn ... the secrets of spirituality ... being trapped into the illusion of life.
And ... in fact ... it's all about believing it is real ... but ...realising that somehow ... all was a lie.
Even ... a big one.
Some people use the expression ... it's never what it looks like.
And others are just saying ... "It's been ... a crap!", "It proved to be just ... a shit" .... or "I really believed all was real and so, so beautiful ... but i was so, so disappointed to see all was ... a lie".
But that's life.
I don't really know .... if it is ok ... saying that all is just as it must be ... but the main idea even if i accept spiritual concepts as ... karma ... is that all it is too tough.
And ... we can't really handle so well the impact of those emotions.
It is too much.
Yes ... too much …
Into the end ... the soul is broken ... and we don't really know how we're actually going to survive.
No ...
We can't accept that all was a lie ... or a crap ... a shit ....
We simply cannot accept it.
A spiritual guru would say to us .... "Smile! It is all an illusion!" ... but we can't accept such words either.
We prefer to become overwhelmed by the whole spectrum of negative emotions ... and suffer a long time after.
Many years later .... looking back in time ... we understand the words of that spiritual guru.
We finally ... smile.
But is ... so, so late.
Why the hell we couldn't accept that term of illusion when the soul was broken into very small pieces?!
Why ... the words of the guru were ... useless?!
Why we couldn't understand that the whole meaning of life ... is to experience it ... and just learn the lessons?!
Why we take all so, so seriously?!
Why we couldn't be detached?!
Meditating ... replacing "we" with "i" ... asking the same questions for many months into the row ... I've realised i simply need to disconnect from the drama of anything that might look to hurt me.
Cause ... in fact ... is not hurting me.
Most probably... "the shit" is about teaching me a very powerful lesson.
And ... i need to accept that.
... as a must.
Cause that is the meaning of life ... to learn different
lessons ... carrying a huge spiritual background.
I ... personally ... even if i know it by a long time ... i can't accept it.
I try.
Yes ... i try.
But ... in front of the illusion ... i always fail.
I ... believe it is real.
And instead of laughing of all this illusory drama which is happening to me .... only and only to reveal me the secrets of spiritually .... I allow as suffering to overwhelm my soul.
So ... i am just an idiot.
I know theory .... but in front of life ...
Yes ....
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